I am a LIAR!!!

OK, here we go. The real NawtyAU, uncut.

One, I don't work at a fish and chip shop, I am a social worker for an excellent community service. I do not speak about it, played it down, because of the views held by some about my type of work. i work with those who are disadvantaged for varying reasons, mostly with those who have mental health problems. it is my job to get them back into a semblence of normal life in society. I support, mentor and guide people back to a decent life. i have worked there for quite some time. I did help out a very good friend of mine that does own a fish and chip shop, also a Kiwi mate that owns a sandwich bar, but that was for love not money. I did do a stint at Juninga Centre as Admin, I took a small break from my Social work, then promptly went back to it, after my 3 month contract ended. It was hard being there, seeing what i did and being powerless to help the residents, especially when i saw some of them being mistreated, and one in particular who was called a liar by all the staff when she said she was having memory problems, feeling very unwell, by the time someone actually took notice after i left, it was too late, her cancer was beyond treatment, and that was devestating to me, since i had said to many, she was ILL, not putting it on as some said.

Yobbo and i own our own home, and a successful business, that yobbo runs from home, we all pitch in and help. So that much is true.

I do have 4 children, but i have not been married twice, actually 3 times. The first time was a very brief mistake, to my eldest girls Dad, it did not last, he was unfaithful, the kicker was when I found out when i was 3 months preg with what was then twins, another girl was preg to him at the same time. I nearly miscarried both babies, sadly one twin did die, the boy, but i had a healthy little girl 5 months later. Peter was the only one of my kids to be born illegitimate, because I was scared shitless of history repeating. But i married him when Peter was 4 months old, his birth cert was then ammended, so in the eyes of the law, he is legitimate. So calling my children bastards is slanderous. Not to mention a lie.

I have survived Cancer, and have been lucky enough to be what they term cured, as my 5 years was up in 2002.

I was born in NZ, but lived in Aussie from age 3 until 5, my mother wanted us educated back in her home country. My father is Australian born and bred. I have the right to have an australian birth cert, because my father is Aussie, and he was only out of the country from 1968 until 1973. I have been entitled to dual citizenship, but being honest, I did the residency thing, because I did not feel right about just taking something because of my Dad's Aussie citizenship. So i went through all the right channels, instead of taking the easy way. Why? because up until 2003, I considered NZ to be my home, my country. It would be a lie to just take something because I just happened to have been born to an Aussie citizen.

I chose not to reveal fuck all really. I am glad i did not, after seeing most of the scorn, sneering, snide remarks by some people, the judging, assumptions, based on my style of posting, about things I did chose to share, I felt it best to keep a lot of my real life to myself.

I have been to hell and back for many years, shit that should not happen to people, but does. I cam out fairly intact. A lot of the shit was caused by my own family, hence why i am closer to my in-laws, that i love dearly. The only things i considered to be worth anything in my life, were and still are, my children, my education, my work, and it goes without saying, my Yobbo. Next to my kids, meeting, then marrying yobbo was the best thing that has ever happened to me. It made all the hard times worth it, cos it led to him.

I watch how some of you post really nice things in reply to my posts, some are genuine, some are just two faced, cos I also know what snide bullshit you spin behind my back. The last few days have been a revelation, granted it was hurtful when i did find out who some of these people are, some did not surprise me in the least.

So there you go, all the shitty remarks about my "working" at just a fish and chip shop, sorry to disillusion you, but reality is, my work was far more than that, and after seeing how some people reacted, I kept up the charade, kept everyone in the Dark. You can't use what you don't know can you now.

All my kids are legitimate, no bastards here. That did really reek, that some of you saw that crap, and thought it was funny, amusing. Attacking people's kids, all time new low.

BTW, I have worked where I am since 2004, after being in Aussie for 6 months. Or should I say, back in Aussie for 6 months.

I tell you, i am proud of the work i do. it is bloody rewarding, especially when you see people who have not been out of their house for years, take their first steps towards getting out and about. It is a loong hard battle, and i have nothing but respect and admiration for those i work with to get back on track. Like hell was i going to let that be held up to ridicule.

Along with a batchelors in Business Management, I also hold a diploma is Social work. I worked damm hard to get both, along with working whatever shitty jobs i could get, so i could get to my goal. It was a long haul, with no support or help, it took me a few years, but the day i completed both, was a bloody proud day for me. I did this, plus managed to raise 4 wonderful children, the eldest of which has just had a beautiful little boy, I have worked hard to gain my dreams, and like hell will i sit back and let some internet wankers sneer at that. Oh yeh, I am still doing my Retail diploma, mainly for the customer service modules.

I will remind certain people, this blog is PRIVATE. it is not to be copied, pasted anywhere else.

Enjoy, I know who will read this and go running back to their little friend, who will no doubt come here and say all kinds of crap. You know, let him. Cos reality here, the opinions of a non-entity, a net personage, who has nothing better to do than log on just to show what a BIG man he is, by attacking people online.

it is odd tho, it seems it is ok that he makes fun at my expense, yet if he gets back what he dishes out, he starts screaming about Lawyers etc.

I can prove EVERYTHING I have said about myself in this blog, but i will not. I do not see why i should have to justify myself to someone who has nothing better to do than harrass, threaten and try to intimidate people on the internet. Especially when the person he is attacking has had NOTHING to do with, has not said anything about, since he was put in the grinder.

Make of this what you will. Say what you will. The ONLY things i have kept quiet about, or deliberately not mentioned, has been the level of my education, the fact i have been married 3, not two times, and where I actually work. I chose to keep that illusion, not to give certain people anything they could use against me.

If some do not understand, try taking a look at how I do actually get treated by some people, and try to understand WHY I did not want to give those people ANYTHING to use against me at all.

I am taking a break from the internet for a few days, I am heading out to a remote community in the next few days, to assess clients needs, see what resources that are already available, and seeing where the gaps are, so they can be filled and start making a real difference. No doubt when i am offline, that is when the usual attacker will come on and attack my posts.

Knock yourself out, have fun at my expense, enjoy yourself. It will just prove, as it does every other time, how low you really are.